A Heart Has Room For More~

Dear Diary,

The other morning, while I was getting out of the shower, I found myself feeling nervous, nervous because I need to tell Anni something and I could just… I don’t know, get enough courage to tell her. Well, anyway I told myself I needed to just tell her, to let her know what I feel, and to confess.

As I spoke with Anni, as she woke up, I found myself shaking from the nervousness. I told myself I just needed to just say it… so I did.

“I have fallen for Aika…” I told her. Anni looked at me a but not surprised. She went to tell me how she did too and how she is happy in our lives. I corrected myself and told her that I love Aika… similar how I love her.

“I would like to make her my girlfriend.” There was a silence and I was startled as Anni just lunged at me. She was beyond ecstatic at the idea and was sooo happy! All I could do is to smile and just hold her tightly. My wife… supporting me on this.. on my feelings and what my heart wanted is something that I can not stress enough. She is my world, and her love is sometimes hard to explain.

I love you Annimae!♥

Later that evening, I was at the beach and was hanging out with my wife. It was such a wonderful evening. The cool summer breeze and the cool water from La Noscea soothed the mind. I was in the water and just talking to Anni about everything. She is such a great listener. When I talk to her, it is as if my world begins to calm down and seem… just happy.

Aika arrived, and soon after Kas joined us. It was nice to have all these pretty girls around me. We talked and giggled a bit. My eyes could not move away from Aika though, I kept looking at her. Our feet under the water kept bumping into each other. Oh gods, I am sure my blush was quiet visible. Anni and Kas decided to go somewhere romantic and just enjoy each others company. This is when I took Aika to the beach from the water and decided to tell her how I truly felt about her.

ffxiv_dx11 2018-07-16 22-48-12 — *Aika, being surprised at my feelings for her*

We sat on the beach a bit, and well I could feel my heart pounding as I just sat next to Aika. My hands shook and my palms where sweaty. She night was beautiful and so was she.

I began to tell her and gosh, it was so hard. My voice crackled and I stuttered. I must have seemed so silly! The words finally came out of my mouth and it was as if my world just slowed down and all I could see was her… Aika. My heart burst with joy as I heard she felt the same way. I was so beyond happy to hear that and how she would love to be my girlfriend! Even writing this, my heart still flutters.

We soon went to the Tea House and found ourselves snuggling in bed. We talked a bit, just enjoying each others company. I admired her skin, her eyes, her hair… everything of her. We laughed and both kept blushing. The night began to draw to a close and I found myself holding Aika. Although she was still my pet at the time (a blog post for another time!) I saw her as my girlfriend, and even closer to my heart than before.